Tag Archives: pain

I Am Not Made For This World

Posted on January 25, 2026 by bonnevivantelife

Then I said it throughout 2025 as people lost their jobs, people lost their purpose, people lost their lives. I say it today because I think I cannot possibly bear one more moment. One more day. Of one more murder. One more disappearance. One more act of cruelty. I am not made for this world. Continue reading →

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Gratitude for When Darkness Falls

Posted on November 25, 2017 by bonnevivantelife

I lay here listening to the world wake up slowly. Cars start driving down the road on the way to work. Footsteps shuffle to the bathroom. I can almost hear the black of night turn to grey as light slowly … Continue reading →

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Become a Lake

Posted on January 28, 2013 by bonnevivantelife

The last couple days I’ve been repeating to myself “Be a lake. Be a lake. Be a lake.” To no avail. I have not evolved into becoming a lake yet; I am still just Batshit Crazy. As you nod in … Continue reading →

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